she loves the sunrise, no longer sees it with her sleepy eyes

my life is quite boring. therefor i really don't have too much to write about. unless however, you would be interested in hearing about 6 hours of school, or basketball practice and such. or maybe hanging out with jin. cause i seem to do that a lot. but other then that i'm at a lack of things to blog about. same, same, same, every single day of my life... oh well, at least i have a life.

and i am quite excited for hawaii. not too much longer now! wooo! :)

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Fa_MLOQyMI

we got everything we need right here and everything we need is enough

i will never understand valentines day. i guess you could say i'm one of those non believers that think's it's just a commercial holiday. i mean like come on people, show your love every day! not just when feburary 14th rolls around. if anything it shouldn't be about getting that 'someone special' a present, it should be about showing your love to everyone. unfortunately, it's turned into one of those material driven holidays, like christmas has become. why can't people just appreciate each other in ways that don't involve fancy gifts, boxes of chocolate, and pretty flowers. maybe do something nice for somebody who's loved you all your life, like your parents? i'm sure they love you a lot more then a boyfriend/girlfriend ever could. and if that's not the case then go ahead, show your love to somebody else. just show somebody you appreciate them without spending money. maybe it will mean more. i still hate valentines day.

what about all those single people out there? what to they get? maybe your best friend is single, and as you're getting all that love from your boyfriend/girlfriend you're ignoring the person that loved you way before them, right in front of your face. don't chose your significant others over your friends at a young age, you'll regret it. appreciate people who don't have a person in their life to be appreciated by. even a small gesture counts. after all, valentines day is one of the days with the highest suicide rates. 

but with that being said, jin is still awesome :) 

 

lots of love 

M 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Graa_Vm5eA&feature=g-vrec&context=G2f12618RVAAAAAAAABw

stole my heart and made it your own

i need a break/rest/SOME TIME OFF. that would be wonderful. getting to the point where i'm getting quite moody here. sometimes you just need some time to relax. and sometimes, one day of relaxation just isn't good enough. that's why i was looking forward to this weekend. it'll be my last weekend off in a pretty long time! jk we'll just plan a basketball practice for friday and saturday. no big deal. not like i have a life/plans/sleep to catch up on. GAWWWD. sometimes i tell ya.

hawaii i need you now more then ever. it would be quite nice to lay out on a beach and not have to worry about anything.

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsfpGh4oZNQ

but time and time again, younger now than we were before

i miss summer. a lot. that's really about all i have to say right now.

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aihu16RyYp8

how do i get out of here, back to where i belong

sometimes you just can't sleep. i seem to be having one of those nights. one of those weeks actually, where i just can't seem to be able to sleep. no matter how tired i am, it's just not going to happen.

i had a good half hour phone conversation with jin (i'm gunna use real names now, cause it's easier to remember and it doesn't really matter) about half an hour ago, trying to get myself to sleep better, but somehow, for some reason, i can't sleep! i think i've made him worried though, because i told him there was something i wanted to talk about with him. but don't take this the wrong way! it's nothing bad! just i've been wondering some stuff. i seem to have worried him though, because he sounded so sad on the phone :( he's worried that i'm worried, but now i'm worried that he's worried! people shouldn't worry so much. especially about other people's problems! they just gotta learn to live life, which i'm trying to do every day!

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6nHHgvtC7A

well it's the only life i know, and boy how we have grown

i seriously love this. i want to live by this now. and i also kind want some ice cream...

lots of love 

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vskp-IoZOTw

all of life is in one drop of the ocean, waiting to go home

you never realize how much you actually miss people until you all get together again. i love my friends :) oh and also we're really weird.. and kind of awkward looking at times... and people probably question our sanity. BUT I THINK WE'RE AWESOME! :)

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9vE7EO0r30