mend the heart from the sea and the sand until the sun comes up again

so apparently this was in my drafts... but i wrote it like a week ago, so ya.

no motivation to blog... i miss my boyfriend. i mean yeah asia sounds cool and all but i miss him!

haven't really been doing too much lately. sun work eat sleep repeat. i went to the lake today with some of my friends and we had this like party island thing, pretty awesome if i do say so myself, but i had to leave early cause my medication makes my skin super sensitive to the sun :( sooo burnt right now and i was only out there for 1.5 hours! at least i'm done them now. but seriously so burnt! like my skin is in some serious pain!... yeah my life is quite boring right now. 


lots of love 


M 


cute cats make up for everything right?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JShdnOiKHeU&feature=related

it gets so real sometimes

yay i've finally had a semi exciting week :) well saturday and sunday were not exciting at all because i had to work from 8-2 so i couldn't really go out and do anything cause i was already tired enough having to get up at 8... but then monday was julie's 17th birthday :) so shannon, jess, julie and i had a sleepover at julie's house and ate tons of food and made pina coladas and all that fun stuff. then we went out for a walk to the lake and ran into some... interesting drunk people that we knew. it became quite awkward though when they decided to go skinny dipping and we had all of our clothes on so we left and went home and talked some more :) so then tuesday i don't really remember what i did... probably just tanned all day or something like that. and yesterday julie finally got her N! so we went to the mall and did some shopping since it wasn't a very nice day. then i went to work and after we went downtown to the seawall for a walk which was quite nice. 

so stoked for penticton with julie soon :) saturday here i come! 

lots of love 

M 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJvUfglkZAc&feature=related

she said boy you crazy, nah i'm shwayze

gotta love getting toxins from the beach in my foot. got to have it all frozen and cut up and such and now i'm supposed to stay out of the sun since i'm on antibiotics. it's only sunny for two months of the year, this is so not gunna work. i'll try sunning it again tomorrow :) loving the weather quite a bit right now :D

let the summer fun begin

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sDflY5UfRo

another lazy day just prayin for no rain

finally we have sunshine :) it's now officially feeling like summer. after weeks of waiting.. but this is wonderful :) love love love this weather. got to go to the rope swing, drink frozen lemonade and just chill outside yesterday. life is the best thing that's ever happened to me and right up there is summertime.

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7EAQSqh6Co

you can still find beauty and de-stress

so summer finally officially for real begins!... and it's been raining for the past week. you suck west coast. i just want some sunshine! please it would be nice to go outside once in a while and not be completely soaked. i would love to go to the beach anytime soon. as for now i suppose i shall hang out at home while my boyfriend sleeps due to post grad celebratory things and such. time to find something to do..

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gl-esGxqEY

sink or swim, crash or fly, look within

things prom has taught me.

1. i am, and always will be, an incredibly awkward dancer
2. don't spend hundreds of dollars on a dress for one night. those girls are crazy.
3. it's what you make it, not what it is

so next year when i get to actually go to my own prom, well hopefully it's awesome :)

lots of love 

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O88utffpFSk

the tide comes in takes us away

mah boy's pretty cute. the aftermath of grad campout.

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waNOAf6bp58

come along with me to where the sun meets the sea

last day of school tomorrow. YES. exams, you can go away.

i promise my life will be much more exciting once my summer starts!

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waNOAf6bp58

just stand still while we fall

rediscovered my love for freezies. so good. summer's coming close! too bad the weather sucks. STUPID RAIN! i guess that's what i get for living on the west coast though. sunshine please come soon?

lots of love 

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZcOJgdC9R0&feature=g-vrec

i know along the way i'll forget about tomorrow and fall in love with today

last week of school before exams... i can make it... two more weeks until complete freedom.

SUMMERTIME!

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mM1cR-6gJ74

i look to the sea, reflections in the waves spike my memory

first day of work today. all was good. i mostly just served coffee and juice and such and bused some tables. all was well. i like working with old people, yay! well mostly the making money part. but that only comes after the work. can't wait to go shopping after my first paycheck :)

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5MAg_yWsq8&ob=av2n

i know she loves the sunrise, no longer sees it with her sleeping eyes

got a job, went on a really good run and got 93% on my precalc midterm. i'd say today was a successful day :) and to top it all off it's sunny again. oh summer, you're wonderful.

lots of love 

M :) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=II7yJTzHx2o

so we break the rules, never let the hate enfuse

got a job interview today :) YAY! finally i can get money to buy a car! and everything on billabong.com ... good thing my parents are paying for university.

lots of love

M :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGRXa48NGaE

fat groove flip the bad moods, and we make 'em all heal

so this long weekends been pretty decent. haven't done too much actually... but i didn't mind it.

friday night some of my friends and i made like a huge dinner all together and ate it at my house which was pretty good i have to admit. then we took a walk down to the beach and got slurpees at 7-11 cause well it's just the classic thing to do... and i love slurpees.
went to victoria with jin on saturday. it was quite fun actually :) but pretty chill at the same time. we just kinda walked around and looked at stuff.. and then sat in the grass in front of the parliament buildings for a while. the weather was pretty perfect so it was all good :) and then at night we went to eric's house for a fire which was quite fun. and he had giant marshmellows so i was pretty happy :) and we decided to go on a walk and ended up at an elementary school park and decided to play grounders. just reliving out childhood for a while there i guess.
it's a little depressing though because yesterday and today are just pouring rain. what happened to my sunshine? :( it took a weekend off i guess... but this weekend coming up is supposed to be wonderful :) so i'll be prepared to do some fun stuff :)

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPhPcwoojc8

well come with me to a place by the sea

lakers are really killing me right now. too painful to watch. it's still possible for a comeback though! i hope..

so school's been nothing too wonderful lately, had an english test yesterday on macbeth, physics test today and math midterm thursday friday. quite painful if i say so. but long weekend coming up :) pretty stoked for that. we'll see what adventures i can get up to. weeks seem to be going by pretty fast.. means summer's coming :) :) :) :) :) :)

ahhh this summer is going to be the best yet! wooooooo! last summer was good... but this one's gunna be the best!

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5X47zGSW8F4

shot me out of the sky, you're my kryptonite

i have come to the conclusion i am extremely lame. sometimes i decide to put music from my sister's ipod onto mine... the other day she had some one direction so i was like okay whatevs it won't hurt to check this stuff out... so yep.. this is where my boy band love shows. i swear i'm not as lame as i seem! well.. okay maybe i am. lame is cool okay. it's just so catchy!

lots of love 

M 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1xs_xPb46M&ob=av2e

it kinda helps they're cute too..... 

i'm gonna take this wave off into the sunset

i shall begin blogging again.... tomorrow. this sunny weather is just so distracting! but my summer has to be kept track of somehow. so as always, the show must go on :) 

lots of love

M :) 

my boyfriend.. is... well... um... ya.. he's cute

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLQC77Of2xs

you should get to know me instead of pushing me away, cause i think i could show you something that'll make you stay

conditioning practice for soccer today. i think i might die. why do i have to run so much. and homework in every subject, like come on now, let's be real here i really don't have that much time. plus i'm too lazy to do it anyways. although it will get done eventually.. but who says it has to be now right?

on the upside it's been quite sunny lately and pretty warm, well getting there at least. just lovin it. getting back into chill mode finally, so good. can't wait till i can start hitting the beach again :) only sad part about summer is jin leaves for like 2 months.. i got my friends though, i'm sure i can deal.

lots of love

M

ahhh getting ready for summer :) 

heaven's not too far if i can see you in my dreams

easter break is a time for me to relax. not do homework, just relax. i went for a run this morning and almost died. looks like i need to start working out more often. not like i'm fat or anything though.

played soccer last night at the really nice turf field. jin, livi and i walked up with jessie and eric, it was actually quite fun. other then the fact jin beat me... but he still can't stop my shot. ha. and we saw an amazing shooting star on our walk home. it was so pretty :) i think it was a comet? best one i've seen by far.

almost summer, life's good :)

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Avwks9VQMQo

let me breathe, let me chill for a while

PHYSICS TEST WAS SO EASY! so hopefully this isn't the cliche 'oh ya it was so easy' then i end up failing moment. WE SHALL SEE.

but other then that i've been so tired lately, i don't even know what from though! i mean this week i had so many tests/assignments i'm probably just super stressed out. oh and defs trying to get back into shape after two weeks in hawaii doing nothing, not that easy. soccer tryouts went alright though today, it's not like there's too much competition for the team so i think i'm alright.

OH. and Jin got into UT. not really sure if he wants to go or not though.. but he's gotta do what he's gotta do right? whatever's best for him.

and i miss hawaii a ton! :(

gotta love meeting up with your best friend in hawaii. good times

with jess :) 

lot's of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2h2jPIOFUCk