if I had a shotgun, you know just what i'd do, i'd point that shit straight at the sky and shoot heaven on down for you

FIRST PLACE! hahahaha i love my basketball team. we do the stupidest things, and our coach is ridiculously hilarious, but at the same time he knows his stuff, and knows when to be serious. it just makes our team great.

like in our first game today our coach gives us this pep talk and then he ends it with 'you better win fuckers'. like we just all started laughing so hard. and he's pretty young, and i guess maybe good looking? i mean i wouldn't say so.. not attracted to older guys (unless they're like demarcus cousins ;) ) so he starts like wheeling this girl in between games, like she was some girls sister or something, so funny. he like directed our team to go sit in the locker room while he could put his moves on. he ended up getting her number, and then we joked around with him about them having sex in the girls change room, it was kind of too far... but just so funny.

so yeah anyways.. got to hang out with kyle tonight, we shall see where this goes. but i'm in a little bit of a dilemma here, because the guy i've been 'pretending' to flirt with?..yeah i'm kind of actually starting to like him... yeah... and we've been texting a lot and just i don't know, something clicked!  i guess we'll see how this big mess figures itself out.

for now i'll just listen to my sublime and be happay :)

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sVxEWIRvY4