trying to escape, leave the shit find the sunshine baby

so friday night being i was still grounded i went out for dinner with my parents to the modern... probably not the most exciting thing ever so i won't go into detail or anything. but from like 10 - 1am julie, taelar and dustin came and visited me :) we had to be quite so we just kinda caught up and stuff... but still something to do!

so today i went to this island which is about a 20 minute boat ride from where the island i live on is. it's so gorgeous! white sandy beaches and tons of sea stone. the houses are gorgeous too. luckily the weather here is still really nice (like 30 today probably?) so i just beached it with my parents.. it was just a pretty chill day overall. 

UN-GROUNDED TOMORROW! 

lots of love 

M

on Gabriola :) sometimes i think it could almost be as nice as

california... only almost though 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPNa9YddRqs

radical something is like my favorite :) 

so if you have something to say to somebody, then do it now

first day of school today. only good thing is it's a break from my grounding where i can see all of my friends.

so i really have nothing to say... i mean being grounded doesn't really leave me to do much. it's kind of just like home, school, home. nothing too exciting. and since the first day nothing really happens at school anyways. i saw dustin though! i missed him so much! :) seriously we're like best best best best friends. it's so much easier to be close friends with a guy then a girl. just no drama at ALL! so good.

can there PLEASE be a new hot guy in at least ONE of my classes!? (who ends up having a thing for me ;) ) would be helpful...

lots of loooooove

M

california, baby i'm coming home! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WOf88UkEIM
saddest song i gottta say

i got my cup filled up, we came to have a good time so turn my music high

okaaay so my party was quite amusing. well for me at least. words can not describe. but yeah totally worth my parents finding out.

so the only reason my parents did find out is because somebody took some of their booze and they found it like misplaced in my house.. but like i'm just grounded for a week but it doesn't even matter since school starts tomorrow so it's all good :)

but like omg party was so entertaining haha. like i just had so much fun. like good people there.. and just having a chill time? and yes i did get a little tipsy.. okay maybe more then a little but i knew what i was doing and was totally aware of everything so it was all good. i just had so much fun!

so something you might not know about me. i'm a good girl. or at least was a good girl? well still am at heart i just do some so called 'bad' things now. before these last two weeks of summer i've never drank, had a party,  or even done more then kissed a guy. but now, now i've become a little more... let's say wild? and i love it. i really don't feel like a nobody anymore. these last two weeks of summer have transformed me. and i love it :) never want to go back to my old, boring life.

lots of love

M :)

so flipping cute.... holy jesus christ! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-I5Vc6wpvpk

it's time to release your mind and believe that inside you are free

so since my parents have ever so kindly left me the house again... party tonight! wooo!

apparently (i've heard through some sources) i'm having a huge party tonight? oh technology, how you make things happen that never even existed. but i guess i will live up to this. i just don't want a massive party.. like i might have to come off as a bitch and not let some people into my house.. but truth is if i never talk to you in school or hang out with you, why should you be at my party? ohh well i guess i'll see how this goes down.

this is all so strange to me though, like at the beginning of this summer i was just another innocent girl. i didn't party, hang out with that scene and i had gotten over 'that guy'. i think i'd blame it on 'that guy' for dragging me into the party scene, because as bad as it sounds it was the only way i could get his attention. (yeah does that tell you what kind of guy he is. huge mistake right? but he's so cute!). at least the partying thing is doing wonders for my social life. i'm having more fun, and making more out of my high school life then ever. but at the same time there's certain people in that crowd i just don't want to be friends with or even be associate with.

what i'm really in need of is a balance.

lots of love

M


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkdfYmkHYI
i think i'm in love with the Dirty Heads

i need some fun vibes and a couple drops of sunshine

why don't i live in California? i've decided that i need to move there asap. like i just love sun. seriously, rainy weather puts me in the worst mood ever. WORST. like if it's a rainy day, watch out because i'll be angry. i'm sure it doesn't help i live in the only rain forest in north america...  i've decided that i am going to university in California. i might not know where yet, or how i'm going to pay for it but i'm going. and i'll love the extra little sunshine and warmer weather, the ocean, the lifestyle, everything.

CALIFORNIA HERE I COME!

lots of love

M

so this picture right here. this is where i live. i look  outside and 

all i see is rain rain rain rain RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN. not fun.

where i should be living. this is just so much more me style. 

i could never get tired of the sunshine. it's my first love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53hindKbUyI

i have a few favorite lines in this song including the title:

california got me thinking i should really take it easy

no thunder and lightning just a view of the ocean

cause we don't just own the sun, us california kids got a monopoly 

i was always taught that boy meets girl, fall in love get married and forget the world

okay so crazy night last night! i mished with julie and nicole and we meet up with a lot of different people during the night... and drank a little too much...

we went to so many places, like walked a ton. i think my favorite was going up to this mountain and like sitting there and watching the stars. it was just so chill.

yeah so it was just a really good night :) and my parents are leaving me home alone again this weekend... you know what that means!

lots of love

M

ps. i totally saw 'that guy' last night and realized, i'm like way better then him. like seriously not trying to be cocky or anything but i'm actually too good for him.. like seriously he practically raped a girl. that's so not worth my time. looks like i need to find one of the other guys...

i seriously love stargazing. i think it's one of the most relaxing

things to do. plus it really just gives me a chance to think about

everything.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZue9XUe_aE
the lyrics have a point...