so since my parents have ever so kindly left me the house again... party tonight! wooo!
apparently (i've heard through some sources) i'm having a huge party tonight? oh technology, how you make things happen that never even existed. but i guess i will live up to this. i just don't want a massive party.. like i might have to come off as a bitch and not let some people into my house.. but truth is if i never talk to you in school or hang out with you, why should you be at my party? ohh well i guess i'll see how this goes down.
this is all so strange to me though, like at the beginning of this summer i was just another innocent girl. i didn't party, hang out with that scene and i had gotten over 'that guy'. i think i'd blame it on 'that guy' for dragging me into the party scene, because as bad as it sounds it was the only way i could get his attention. (yeah does that tell you what kind of guy he is. huge mistake right? but he's so cute!). at least the partying thing is doing wonders for my social life. i'm having more fun, and making more out of my high school life then ever. but at the same time there's certain people in that crowd i just don't want to be friends with or even be associate with.
what i'm really in need of is a balance.
lots of love
M
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkdfYmkHYI
i think i'm in love with the Dirty Heads
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