when you find out you can live without it and go along without thinking about it

i look back on old posts and think holy shit. i used to party a lot. i haven't been to a party in so long! and i really do not mind at all. i like this kind of relaxing life much better. basketball and hanging out with close friends, that's all i need :)

i think what i needed to realize my life isn't that boring after all was the partying. because i really don't want to go back to being that kind of person again. i much prefer my weekends now. yay :D

oh and also i'm beginning to think things do happen for a reason. you just have to let life run it's course, and be confident that the decisions you make will work out positively somehow!

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ogQ0uge06o