nice to know ya, i'm not below ya

i don't even know how some things happen. so i thought this was going be be a pretty good week, considering things were going so well and all. now i'm not saying it's been bad... but it definitely hasn't been that great at all...

so last week on thursday i was just having a really, REALLY off day i guess? because i wrote two tests that day, chem and bio, and somehow i got 52% on the chem test and 57% on the bio test.... HOW DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN? I'VE NEVER GOTTEN WORSE THEN A B BEFORE! WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME! and like for the most part i knew the concepts and everything. i even had high A's in both of those classes?! what in the world happened that screwed me over so much!? this is ridiculous, and it makes me feel like an idiot. I'M A STRAIGHT A STUDENT, WHAT IS GOING ON HERE!

i really think it's because i have a stress overload. i honestly have had so much going on lately, and absolutely no time at all to relieve it. i haven't had a free weekend, or have been able to sleep in since october. THIS ISN'T RIGHT! thank LORD that christmas break is coming up, but oh just kidding, i don't get a christmas break either cause i'm playing basketball the whole time..... i don't think it is possible for me to function normally anymore... IT MAKES ME WANNA PUNCH SOMETHING!

oh and to top it off i have TWO test tomorrow since i miss friday for a basketball tournament. HOW FUN DOES IT GET. fml. and one of them is in socials and i have to memorize this HUGE flow chart of like 30 different things... yeah i just got the flow chart today. thanks for the heads up.

lots of..................................love

M

i bet the girl in this picture isn't FRIGGEN STRESSED OUT
OF HER LIFE! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPStEC2Sw-Q