don't care what they're saying, i ain't changing

i've never been to such a beautiful celebration of life ever! even though i've only been to two.. this one was wonderful :) i laughed, and i cried. and most importantly i realized what an amazing man Dan was! there were so many things i didn't even know about him, like he biked across canada! i really don't know of anyone else who's done that. and the football boys that he coached, he really helped them. it was so nice to see 30 guys over 6 foot and 200lbs, all in their uniforms, laughing and crying along with all of us. and it was so great to get so many people together who all loved him, and cared about him :)

so past couple days i've been pretty tired because i'm doing my NLS and it just seems so long! makes me good n tired lifting weights from the bottom of the pool and doing endurance swims. especially since i am NOT a swimmer, i'm a basketball player!

and tonight kyle and brad wanted me to hang out again, but i kind of have this feeling they just want to use me... and seeing as i'm not really into that i had a somewhat girls night with shannon, julie and jess. starbucks and halloween candy :) and then this guy invited us over since kaynon was at his house and we decided to bring them a pumpkin, why not get into the halloween spirit eh?

lots of love

M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmgNFka7Ixw&ob=av2n
defs recommend seeing classified live, amazing.