so just relax, lay back and be easy

so let's seeee. second day of the soccer tournament today. it was really fun actually :) but i can't help but have this feeling inside, it's just sad. and i definitely think it has to do with 'that guy'. just this feeling in my stomach, like somethings wrong. i didn't know it was possible to feel so strongly about a person, but not be able to have them.

but enough of that depressing complicated shit. i had fun today :) soccer and sunshine, life's good. out team even won the most sportsmanlike trophy. awee yeahhh. and afterwards we headed to the lake for a swim and pizza with the team. it was nice, but really it's just so hard to like be around 'that guy' and know i can't do anything. i hate when people talk about stuff like that. so i'm just going to try and avoid it from now on.
so anyways afterwards we just all kind of chilled together. and in the end it was me, julie, 'that guy' and marco.

so tomorrow kaynon is having a party. 'that guy' was invited... i don't know if he'll end up coming though. i guess we'll see.

lot's of love, especially to the ones that need it

M

so let me fill ya in on who everyone is. the top left is JM and beside her is J, then S then me :) 

and on the bottom.. well i can't give away who 'that guy' is... so figure it out for yourself  and one guy 
is missing from the picture.. but totally not saying who either.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfIBy2I13CQ&feature=related
i think i'm in love with this song. that's all i can say.