if love is a drug i just wanna try it

sooo parents come home today. i'm just glad that i'll finally get to sleep in my own bed again... well i mean i did that night i had the party... i mean what, that never happened.
so other then that i've been staying at my auntie's house.. well sleeping there, i've spent most of the days with friends.

well we never hung out later.. but whatevs i see him tomorrow and he's playing on my soccer team so he has no way of avoiding me, so therreee. even thought i kind of realized he probs took advantage of my state of mind that night... like when i'm drunk, i don't really act that drunk.. but like i mean he kept giving me drinks and stuff... like what was he trying to do there? oh well at least i don't have to worry about him since he's going back to his preppy little private school in like a week... but still... i know this sounds stupid but at the same time i'm totally sad about it. like finally we hooked up and then it's like oh bye... like no chance of anything else happening anymore.. like i just liked him so much... and like we've had this thing going on back and forth since grade 9! like seriously grade 9! and it was still there even when he got his scholarship to that private school of his and left all his friends behind.


lots of love

M

l o v e is a four letter word

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eILQXmIoKU&ob=av2n
'that guy' sang this when i was with him.. i know i was drunk 

and he was like drunk and super stoned but it reminds me of the 

night :) and it also makes me wonder how he found out about 

shwayze...